I don’t really have anything to post currently because things are actually quite the same as it was in my previous post.
Well I was actually given the opportunity to go to South Korea because I am in performing arts right. So can I go?
We all know the answer that my momma is going to give and that is NO.
One thing that I would like to mention is that news and newspapers actually destroy my life. Literally. My mum is afraid that some thinsg might happen to me. I am not trying to say that she should stop her duty to me as a mother but like, she is too possesive about me.
I am not sure if is this because she is a single parent because I have ssen other single parents and they are quite flexible like other normal parents.
Now, consent forms are part of my life. No consent form, cannot go out. Yeah so that is how it is for me.
I can hardly go out with my friends and spend all the time I want outside. I am not trying to see thats he should be slightly flexible to me to the extent that I come home at 12 or 10 pm.
I feel like I am super restricted; like in the jail or that I committed a crime that I have a curfew.
Well I can’t change anything about that because even when I’m thirty years old or a hundred, she will always be my mother; just like what my new dietitian said to me when i went to see her for my appointment, she said, “she will still be your mother even when you are thirty years old but I won’t be your doctor then.”
So I can’t do anything but just do what she says and just pray. I wonder if I would be stuck in this kind of situation when its time for me to say goodbye to her, during my wedding.
