I can only pray

I don’t really have anything to post currently because things are actually quite the same as it was in my previous post.

Well I was actually given the opportunity to go to South Korea because I am in performing arts right. So can I go?

We all know the answer that my momma is going to give and that is NO.

One thing that I would like to mention is that news and newspapers actually destroy my life. Literally. My mum is afraid that  some thinsg might happen to me. I am not trying to say that she should stop her duty to me as a mother but like, she is too possesive about me.

I am not sure if is this because she is a single parent because I have ssen other single parents and they are quite flexible like other normal parents.

Now, consent forms are part of my life. No consent form, cannot go out. Yeah so that is how it is for me.

I can hardly go out with my friends and spend all the time I want outside. I am not trying to see thats he should be slightly flexible to me to the extent that I come home at 12 or 10 pm.

I feel like I am super restricted; like in the jail or that I committed a crime that I have a curfew.

Well I can’t change anything about that because even when I’m thirty years old or a hundred, she will always be my mother; just like what my new dietitian said to me when i went to see her for my appointment, she said, “she will still be your mother even when you are thirty years old but I won’t be your doctor then.”

So I can’t do anything but just do what she says and just pray. I wonder if I would be stuck in this kind of situation when its time for me to say goodbye to her, during my wedding.

dialysis

Iights, as you all know, I mean as what I told you guys before or maybe I haven’t, my grandma’s kidneys are failing. Due to that, she has to go for dialysis.

In case you don;t know what dialysis is, then just lemme tell you briefly, it is a common treatment for kidney disease is the use of a dialysis machine to filter toxic substances from the blood, a function that the kidneys normally perform.

Yeah so normally, members of the family, who are living with the patient would have to go for training on how to use the machine and do the dressing and so on blah blah blah.

So yeah there is a big change in my family when the dialysis treatment starts. In fact, it has started already, and that is perhaps why I am writing this post now.

When there are major changes in the house, tehre ought to be misunderstandings right. For example, when the plates of the earth moves, tehre are many natural disasters right? so in this case, it is misunderstandings. So to me, I feel that families must stay strong when it comes to changes, and not to lose hope. This goes the same for friendships.

Wow isn’t it weird tat I’m talking about friendship when I’m facing a situation like this? while I ‘ll leave that matter for some other time.

Take care people!

My Family

Well the most basic thing taht I feel taht you guys should know about me is that I don’t have a dad. He passed away in an accident at his workplace when I was a year old.

I live with my mother, my grandmother, (maternal), and my cousin. Now don’t as me why my cousin is living with me but all I can tell you is that my grandmother took the responsibility of raising her up since she was born. Now taht’s all I can tell you about her.

So yeah. my mother is the only one earning at home, providing us food and all that. That doesn’t seem like a problem right? Until I tell you more, the problems will start arising.

Ever since I was a kid, I always went to my aunt’s house on the weekends, with my cousin. it has been a daily routine for us till now. So, my aunt too, has an important part in my life.

Now, as we all now, just like a movie having a villian, most families too face the same thing. The villian of my family? haha. Its my eldest aunt’s husband. (not the one whose house I go to every weekends.)

Well I guess that I’ll have to stop here because I can hear some readers snoring. Till we meet again next week or so. Goodbye!

the fugly me ;)

Iights. I decided to show you guys my ugly face. Yes I know its fugly. I’m not expecting people to say that I am boasting about it. Anyways, I though of having wordpress as my picture blog. How about that? cool ain’t it.

Well I have decided for this blog to be my “sort of” personal blog. As in. All about me, my life, and my family, rather than my blogger blog which focuses more about the events in my life.

I hope you enjoy my posts that are gonna come up soon when I’m free because I’m managing two blogs. Oo did I mention my studies too? Yeah So I hope you gouys understand me. On th other hand, I don’t think taht anyone will be redaing this post yet because I haven’t publicised this blog. I mean URL.

Looks like I gotta brainstorm other posts. Thats all for now folks. Goodbye. For now. *wink wink*

HeyYo

HeyYo people. I mean readers. Well I decide to try out wordpress because,

• I heard that it’s better
• Blogger/Popsugar has reached my nerves
• WordPress may be the next “in-thing”

So you see why I am at wordpress?. I still have my blogger blog as a “general blog” while this blog is my ”personal blog”, which means that only very close friends can read. I won’t be making this blog as public as my blogger blog. I guess this is all for my “first” post.

Au revoir